galau

Hv u heard about midlife crisis?
When people (mostly in their forties)demand an acknowledgment
in various ways as a result of dissatisfaction of their present
life

TV showcases mature men(in terms of hairline, but not attitude) joined a congress only to debate sans solution,
ehem...switch off*

or...

women wearing fifty different type of 'bye bye wrinkle' nightcream.
Knowing all those money spent for nothing,and immediately switch to botox and other beauty enchanment to pause the clock from ticking thus stop the aging

I've seen people going through this, and trust me, the people around them are the most bothered or if I must say suffered

Speaking of which, I think I have quarter life crisis!!! No, seriously! I don't know if its because of my overly sensitive self these days,home-sick,or simply because it is the time of the months(towards the end,u knw what I meant)or worst: combination of those three:(

I questioned myself everyday, is this what I am destined to be? Don't get me wrong,I love what I do, and above all, I am thankful that I have a job where half of the world begging for one.

What I should do to fix my mood and set the burning desire to deliver the best? If I were to do something else, What???! GALAU --> confused,clueless.. Surprisingly writing give me an inexplicable satisfaction for now..
Alhamdulillah

The point is I don't want to have midlife crisis, I feel kinda lucky that I experience it now,when I am totaly aware of wats going on..and willing to overcome the problem
Better yet if I could turn this uncertain feelings into a project which represent myself truly...

Lucky I have such supportive family, friends, boyfriend who kept my head straight when things
Get rough, cheer me up,give a tap in my back

I have nothing to lose, let's just try something out,if I succeed that would be wonderful, if I lost that's fine, that's how I learned..n many many chances awaits :D

Goodnite chicas!!
Kisskiss